EMPTY :: Monday, May 07, 2007, 11:43 AM
Simply TIRED!
YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.
EMPTY :: Wednesday, May 02, 2007, 9:01 PM
Preparations!
I arrived 25mins late today. Was actually not so late, but the cabby was obviously day-dreaming. Firstly, he drove to the drove to the wrong direction of the road. Supposed to turn left, he turned right. Then, he went into the maze inside sims drive and go round and round tryin to find the exit.
Basically did nth much at work today. Just went down to AMK industrial park to settle some stuff ab0ut an upcoming event. Then, we just have to prepare for tomorrow's event at Sentosa. So I wont be home tomorrow and will be back on friday late at night i suppose. Boss booked a suite and we all are suppose to stay in there for a night. Knock off at 2+pm. envy right? lol. I know u all wanna kill me.
Met Alvin for his camera cos i needed it for the event. After that as usual meet my darling for dinner. I'm tired again. If only school days I can be this tired then I wun stay up late at night and causes me to late for sch everytime :P Right now when the clock strikes 12am, I'm already dead(on bed) i think.
YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.
EMPTY :: Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 8:51 PM
My first Labour Day
Labour Day!! Today I finally feel like a real working adult being though labour day. Its like a reward for all the tiring days of work. Now i understand how they really feel to take a day's off. Wad's more great is that today is the 1st screening of SPIDERMAN 3!! I had a hard time booking the tickets tho.
I had all my day well-planned. Went to darling's house in da afternoon and meet up with RX, Vik, Manfred, Xiaobai & GF to watch spiderman3 at Lido. As for my comments for the movie, I think the storyline is abit draggy at the front. (Spoiler alert! in white)
However I like the part of the Goblin & Spiderman Vs. Sandman & Venom. And typically MJ is always the one waiting to be rescued. Overall I gave the movie 4/5 stars. Not bad. Whats more anticipating is Pirates of the Carribean AT WORLD'S END! The trailer is so uber cool!We went to eat Bah Kut Teh at balestier. Desmond came over to my place to watch Liverpool VS Chelsea. I was too tired and fell asleep.
YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.
EMPTY :: Saturday, April 28, 2007, 11:44 PM
First Event
I worked OT today for another 50 bucks. My job was rather slacked. It was my first event at Ritz Carlton Hotel. The dinner and dance theme is Arabic Fantasia. Basically Im there to do photo altering for this instant photo thingy. After that supposingly, my work is done. Slack right? Good money.
Then, I was just siting at the console(where the deejays and audios were) and watched the whole event and just making sure everything went well. But later I'm to go up on stage to give prize to the guest of honour den to the winners. The whole event is perfect and the Emcee is fantastic. Super humorous guy and make the whole ballroom liven up to the max! But the belly dancers part so-so only. 3 girls and 2 of them kinda fat. Cannot make it ar. LOL
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EMPTY :: Friday, April 27, 2007, 11:26 PM
Spectacular Joke
Today's halfway! Knock off at 3pm but still hafta wait for desmond. So I slacked at the office and watch heroes. The Peter/Sylar scene is kick ass and WAY TO GO HIRO NAKAMURA!
I did a spectacular joke today. Im suppose to board the train which des is on. However, I went to board on the other. I felt wierd and went out to the platform again. By then, the actual train was gone. Stupid right? I can be crowned the blurest queen for that. Wads with me nowadays.
Its mahjong night again. Perhaps luck was on my side today. Able to win 8 bucks. But poor JH is sick. Better get well soon ok? Take care.
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EMPTY :: Thursday, April 26, 2007, 11:27 PM
Meltz? Tried once, never try again.
Found a new bus route to work already. It is way faster and shorter! I left house at 9:20am and reached at 9:40am. In between, I still have time to withdraw money. Hehe. Shiok.
Because I reached too early, I decide to go to Singapore Pools to buy 4D :X 18 years old already can start to try my luck. CBB says I'm acting like those aunties -.-
Nth much happen at work except that I've to do 2 different design of backdrop and lastly help my company create a website. Apparently, they do not have one. Boss loves simplicity and cant have yellow(can't say why). I'm person who loves complicated designs and likes the combination of black, grey and orange. So I decide on this theme but no matter how orangy I've put, he stills see it as yellow. No choice but to change to another colour tomorrow =(
Boss jioed me to MOS tomorrow. He has got a cabin and we need not squeeze with all other crowds. But i rejected it cos hehe personal reason :P My baby wudnt want me to go too. I know. Mmm.. maybe play mahjong hor? I prefer this. Keke.
Thanks everyone who cared. We are fine and happy now. Really thanks I appreciate it! =)
Met him at Tanjong Pagar today and we took a long bus journey ride to Bedok. Packet KFC latest buddy meal.. u noe the one with the pizza-like thing called Meltz. My own opinion, its SO-SO only.. Haha.. Super little chicken and lotsa veggie. Basically people visit KFC is more for the meat than veggies right? So kiam siap always only tink of cutting cost. Want to cut cost don't advertise la! lol.
I'm so tired all these days. Working is sooooooooo tired. Its so wierd. Normally even school days are like this, I am not as tired. In fact, I can be still energetic after school. Its so different. Zuo gong xing ku arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh! =(
going to do my esip journal and abit of flash.. eyes closing :S
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EMPTY :: , 12:48 AM
Hard to be happy?
This post is solely on my more personal life. As you can see on more than 3/4 of my post, in fact almost all, I don't talk about family, relationship etc. Just brief things that happen thru my life. Cos I don't wanna drag people in as I come to understand hw such entries could spoil things and create misunderstandings. And I've promised my bf that this blog will be just solely for a place to record down the events and happenings. Not very into my more intimate personal life. My purpose of this blog is mainly cos to record the days when I'm with him. As I have a bad memory, I wanted to note down the every moment I'm with him and to remember it forever. So basically my brain cant possibly store all but this will. Thats why I wrote more of a daily event blog rather than an emotive blog.
However today is exception. My emotions are overflowing and wo hen nan guo. Below is a post which is exception. It's not a letter for him. Whether he reads it or he doesnt, it doesnt matter. I don't know if he visits my blog or frequents it. Cos thats what I wanted to tell him, but do not wish to tell him personally. So I m just treating this blog as him and pour out everything. Unconcerned ple can pls dun read, nosey ple i cant stop you from reading. lol kidding.
All in white. Only smart people know how to read, but again I'm not inviting you to read. Anyway not many ple knew of my blog as I dont publicise it.
Changed the lifestyle for you, as I'm willing to adapt in to your life.Changed my attitude for you and myself, because I knew my temper was bad and you are the only person who can made me do this.Changed myself to be more understanding to your needs and everything, stil trying very hard and i know myself that I did improved.Everytime, now and then, been changing myself to follow you. Its always you, you and you. My piority you. And I don't mind.If you are someone that I do not want to lose, treasure with my life, do you tink that I'm willing to do all these? All because I treasure you. Thats why.How bout you baby? My expectations for you are simple. I simply accept the way you are COMPLETELY.The first time I fall for you, I've accepted your everything.I've never ever once asked u to change for me. Cos baby thats you.Desmond, whom I first knew that this is the way you are.Even if you are old, wrinkled, short, fat having a beer belly, I will still love you as much as I'm loving you now.I'm hurt. Seriously, the most painful one.Tho on surface it may seems small, but it means so much to me.You said you want me to be happy don't you? But why asked me to change the way I am when I'm happy?I'm serious when i needed to, right? I'm deal with my work seriously, am I? I know when to have fun and when not to have, isnt it? Am I not wen zhong enough when it comes to serious matter?People do stupid things to make other people around you laugh. Things like mimicking some actions which is stupid, watching youtube vids that are stupid. All these contributes to laughter and that makes everyone laugh and happy. Why are you stopping me from being happy and making people around me happy esp during happy occasion, and in fact, double happy occasion.Besides I'm just being a lil more hyper and talking in a more crazier way?Just this, you cant accept the way I am. You wanted me to be "wen zhong" ?This is not raine anymore. If I'm to change this, I've totally become a complete changed person whom is just catered for you because thats the way you want me to be.You wanted me to not show negative emotions anymore. Since that day I've been talking to you in such caring tone, smiling, talking lively and laughing. But right now, you don't like me being the way I am when I'm happy. Wouldn't I be emotionless? Its so dead..Why change a person to be the one that you want and not accept the way she is? Den why love me at the first place.. Totally makes no sense right..I love you for your responsibility, for your charisma, the security feeling, the care that you show me in a unique way, your cheng shou wen zhong. THATS WHY I LOVE YOU!I accept you as a whole person. The way you are w/o smthg new.You must be thinking I'm comparing. But I too accept your flaws too isnt it? Thats how I learn to give in too.But all that I've changed for you, I do all these willingly! Cos I know some of them is for my own good. Why not? But change the way I am when I'm happy. I can't.It hurts me so deeply when you say, "then we are not compatible"Just because I talked alot, hyper-ly, with sentences that meant to be stupid..You said we are not compatible? I'm totally hurt deep right in my heart. Seriously.I don't care what others say bout me, being crazy or stupid? It doesnt even matter.When I see ur face when i crack stupid jokes, I kind of expect you to laugh or at lease think its nth wrong. But ur face seemed to be that you are nt happy.Cried two times on my bed when I cant fall to sleep just now although I'm so tired. Seriously, I felt very wei qu. I dont care saying this. Thinking back all that I've done, this is what i get. This is what I gonna do.When I'm feeling happy at times when you are around, I will just be my normal self as in when my mood is normal. Will not initiate any stupid conversations or jokes. I'm doing this for you and not cos I've decided to change. When I'm w/o you, I will b my usual self. I hope this is acceptable for you.. Thats the best solution I could think of. I will try to sleep now..How I wish.. you will once said to me that I love the way you are. Stil I love you deeply. I wanna be with you till I grow old. (Naive? Yeah maybe. But thats my Xing4 Nian4, dunno how to call that in english) You shud know how serious I'm treating this r/s.If one day I lose you. Trust me I wun be like when I lost Ben =)
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EMPTY :: Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 10:57 PM
Jian Qiang.
Was actually very happy but right now I aint feeling that way already. Not going to blog alot. Just summarise what happened today..
1. Get my first pay cheque, $175
2. Design two frames and one backdrop (Everything else was as fun at work)
3. Celebrate Xiang's bdae at Yuki Yaki
4. My beloved 25th of the month, half year of happiness(at least to me as hes precious)
Zhuo shen me, quan dou shi wei le ni
Dui ni fu chu, dui ni 101% de hao, que huan lai shang tong he yan lei
Kan dao ni lei, guan xing ni, bang ni an mo,
Kan dao ni fan nao huo nan guo, bang ni fen you, bang ni xiang ban fa
Kan dao ni bu gao xing, xiang jing ban fa rang ni xiao
Zhi dao ni yao wo bang mang, wo hui di yi shi jian zai ni shen bian
Ni bu xi huan wo na yi dian, wo xing gan qing yuan jing quan li de gai
Ai ni, ten ni, xiang ni
Shen me shi, di yi ge dou shi xiang dao ni
Qian ni de shou, bao ni, wen ni, dou shi ying wei wo ai ni
Yi qie de yi qie...
zhi huan lai shang tong..
P/S: Sorry for the sad post. My face flooded with tears when i typed those.
I wanna just keep myself busy...
YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.
EMPTY :: , 12:35 AM
Tiring but I'm loving it
God is good to me! (Well I shud say everyone tho)
Previously I had enough of all bad things which are happening but right now all the good things are coming like..
1. Getting a great internship company ( ALL THE BENEFITS)
2. Stable relationship
3. No more emo days (cos im busy almost everyday and I just love it)
Tho you people might think its nothing big wad but these three things are more than enough to make me go gaga and happy. H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!
Today is a long day, i will try to make everything short and sum it up! I stayed up till 6am yesterday to figure out the way to create the backdrop using the fastest and more efficient way to do it. With my only 512Ram, its such a lag to run a blank document with the size of 12 by 24 feet and 150 resolution! I meant feet and not cm. Its like maybe 4 -6 times of your door!? Thats why i'm using a 2G comp at work. Thats the need for it.
Im almost late for work today and took cab but I'm not late and arrived 5 mins b4 the expected time. Cab fare is only $.390, CHEAP RIGHT!? My house super near the workplace. Luckily my reporting time aint at peak hour ;D
Boss said the coolest thing today. Guess what!? He say if i'm sick, I need not get an MC! Cos he says its a waste of money. Just tell them and I can take the day off. Uber cool. I can take leaves too! WAHAHAHA. Such a gangster company. Way too cool.
Time pretty much flies and I'm enjoying every min of it! Never even had the intention of leaving work early or hoping that work end soon. It's just way too fun being there! I won't get bored.
Waited at Aljunied MRT for darling when some guy approach me and ask me if I wanna work part time for events? He even say he is the director of the event company. He tell me many many things too but i'm too lazy to say them. He wanted me to work for him. But somehow i find him uber wierd lar. I kind of dun believe him tho. HECK! I'm contented with my job.
Desmond dun enjoy his working place at all cos he had to do programming which is more chim than PHP. And we never learn that in school before. Sigh. No choice but to hang on for 4 more months - 2 days being there. ;(
Went Xiang house to eat buffet (celebrate his advance 1 day bday) and the food is so G, esp the scallop! YUM YUM! Played mahjong there and it was the first time i was longing for it to be finish soon( for those u dunno, u hafta play finish North South East West before you can call it a game). Cos we are all so tired aft work! And des's eyes is like dead fish eye. Ended nearing to 12am and took cab home.
So busy until I have no time to change fish water, watch heroes!!! ARGH!!!
Tomorrow gonna be hectic as well, cos we are celebrating Xiang's actual bday outside!
WOOOOOOO SUPER UBER HECTIC AND TIRED DAYS BUT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
Feel so happy that I am so tired after a fufilled day and can fall to sleep at once!
;D ;D ;D
This post aint short and sweet already. :P
YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.
