my estatic moments.

EMPTY :: Saturday, April 28, 2007, 11:44 PM

First Event

I worked OT today for another 50 bucks. My job was rather slacked. It was my first event at Ritz Carlton Hotel. The dinner and dance theme is Arabic Fantasia. Basically Im there to do photo altering for this instant photo thingy. After that supposingly, my work is done. Slack right? Good money.

Then, I was just siting at the console(where the deejays and audios were) and watched the whole event and just making sure everything went well. But later I'm to go up on stage to give prize to the guest of honour den to the winners. The whole event is perfect and the Emcee is fantastic. Super humorous guy and make the whole ballroom liven up to the max! But the belly dancers part so-so only. 3 girls and 2 of them kinda fat. Cannot make it ar. LOL

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Friday, April 27, 2007, 11:26 PM

Spectacular Joke

Today's halfway! Knock off at 3pm but still hafta wait for desmond. So I slacked at the office and watch heroes. The Peter/Sylar scene is kick ass and WAY TO GO HIRO NAKAMURA!

I did a spectacular joke today. Im suppose to board the train which des is on. However, I went to board on the other. I felt wierd and went out to the platform again. By then, the actual train was gone. Stupid right? I can be crowned the blurest queen for that. Wads with me nowadays.

Its mahjong night again. Perhaps luck was on my side today. Able to win 8 bucks. But poor JH is sick. Better get well soon ok? Take care.

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Thursday, April 26, 2007, 11:27 PM

Meltz? Tried once, never try again.

Found a new bus route to work already. It is way faster and shorter! I left house at 9:20am and reached at 9:40am. In between, I still have time to withdraw money. Hehe. Shiok.

Because I reached too early, I decide to go to Singapore Pools to buy 4D :X 18 years old already can start to try my luck. CBB says I'm acting like those aunties -.-

Nth much happen at work except that I've to do 2 different design of backdrop and lastly help my company create a website. Apparently, they do not have one. Boss loves simplicity and cant have yellow(can't say why). I'm person who loves complicated designs and likes the combination of black, grey and orange. So I decide on this theme but no matter how orangy I've put, he stills see it as yellow. No choice but to change to another colour tomorrow =(

Boss jioed me to MOS tomorrow. He has got a cabin and we need not squeeze with all other crowds. But i rejected it cos hehe personal reason :P My baby wudnt want me to go too. I know. Mmm.. maybe play mahjong hor? I prefer this. Keke.

Thanks everyone who cared. We are fine and happy now. Really thanks I appreciate it! =)

Met him at Tanjong Pagar today and we took a long bus journey ride to Bedok. Packet KFC latest buddy meal.. u noe the one with the pizza-like thing called Meltz. My own opinion, its SO-SO only.. Haha.. Super little chicken and lotsa veggie. Basically people visit KFC is more for the meat than veggies right? So kiam siap always only tink of cutting cost. Want to cut cost don't advertise la! lol.

I'm so tired all these days. Working is sooooooooo tired. Its so wierd. Normally even school days are like this, I am not as tired. In fact, I can be still energetic after school. Its so different. Zuo gong xing ku arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh! =(

going to do my esip journal and abit of flash.. eyes closing :S

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EMPTY :: , 12:48 AM

Hard to be happy?

This post is solely on my more personal life. As you can see on more than 3/4 of my post, in fact almost all, I don't talk about family, relationship etc. Just brief things that happen thru my life. Cos I don't wanna drag people in as I come to understand hw such entries could spoil things and create misunderstandings. And I've promised my bf that this blog will be just solely for a place to record down the events and happenings. Not very into my more intimate personal life. My purpose of this blog is mainly cos to record the days when I'm with him. As I have a bad memory, I wanted to note down the every moment I'm with him and to remember it forever. So basically my brain cant possibly store all but this will. Thats why I wrote more of a daily event blog rather than an emotive blog.

However today is exception. My emotions are overflowing and wo hen nan guo. Below is a post which is exception. It's not a letter for him. Whether he reads it or he doesnt, it doesnt matter. I don't know if he visits my blog or frequents it. Cos thats what I wanted to tell him, but do not wish to tell him personally. So I m just treating this blog as him and pour out everything. Unconcerned ple can pls dun read, nosey ple i cant stop you from reading. lol kidding.

All in white. Only smart people know how to read, but again I'm not inviting you to read. Anyway not many ple knew of my blog as I dont publicise it.

Changed the lifestyle for you, as I'm willing to adapt in to your life.
Changed my attitude for you and myself, because I knew my temper was bad and you are the only person who can made me do this.
Changed myself to be more understanding to your needs and everything, stil trying very hard and i know myself that I did improved.

Everytime, now and then, been changing myself to follow you.

Its always you, you and you. My piority you. And I don't mind.

If you are someone that I do not want to lose, treasure with my life, do you tink that I'm willing to do all these? All because I treasure you. Thats why.

How bout you baby? My expectations for you are simple. I simply accept the way you are COMPLETELY.

The first time I fall for you, I've accepted your everything.
I've never ever once asked u to change for me. Cos baby thats you.
Desmond, whom I first knew that this is the way you are.
Even if you are old, wrinkled, short, fat having a beer belly, I will still love you as much as I'm loving you now.

I'm hurt. Seriously, the most painful one.
Tho on surface it may seems small, but it means so much to me.

You said you want me to be happy don't you?
But why asked me to change the way I am when I'm happy?

I'm serious when i needed to, right? I'm deal with my work seriously, am I? I know when to have fun and when not to have, isnt it? Am I not wen zhong enough when it comes to serious matter?

People do stupid things to make other people around you laugh. Things like mimicking some actions which is stupid, watching youtube vids that are stupid. All these contributes to laughter and that makes everyone laugh and happy.

Why are you stopping me from being happy and making people around me happy esp during happy occasion, and in fact, double happy occasion.

Besides I'm just being a lil more hyper and talking in a more crazier way?
Just this, you cant accept the way I am. You wanted me to be "wen zhong" ?

This is not raine anymore. If I'm to change this, I've totally become a complete changed person whom is just catered for you because thats the way you want me to be.

You wanted me to not show negative emotions anymore. Since that day I've been talking to you in such caring tone, smiling, talking lively and laughing. But right now, you don't like me being the way I am when I'm happy. Wouldn't I be emotionless? Its so dead..

Why change a person to be the one that you want and not accept the way she is? Den why love me at the first place.. Totally makes no sense right..

I love you for your responsibility, for your charisma, the security feeling, the care that you show me in a unique way, your cheng shou wen zhong. THATS WHY I LOVE YOU!

I accept you as a whole person. The way you are w/o smthg new.

You must be thinking I'm comparing. But I too accept your flaws too isnt it? Thats how I learn to give in too.

But all that I've changed for you, I do all these willingly! Cos I know some of them is for my own good. Why not?

But change the way I am when I'm happy. I can't.
It hurts me so deeply when you say, "then we are not compatible"
Just because I talked alot, hyper-ly, with sentences that meant to be stupid..
You said we are not compatible? I'm totally hurt deep right in my heart. Seriously.
I don't care what others say bout me, being crazy or stupid? It doesnt even matter.
When I see ur face when i crack stupid jokes, I kind of expect you to laugh or at lease think its nth wrong. But ur face seemed to be that you are nt happy.

Cried two times on my bed when I cant fall to sleep just now although I'm so tired. Seriously, I felt very wei qu. I dont care saying this. Thinking back all that I've done, this is what i get.

This is what I gonna do.

When I'm feeling happy at times when you are around, I will just be my normal self as in when my mood is normal. Will not initiate any stupid conversations or jokes.
I'm doing this for you and not cos I've decided to change. When I'm w/o you, I will b my usual self.

I hope this is acceptable for you.. Thats the best solution I could think of.

I will try to sleep now..

How I wish.. you will once said to me that I love the way you are.

Stil I love you deeply. I wanna be with you till I grow old. (Naive? Yeah maybe. But thats my Xing4 Nian4, dunno how to call that in english) You shud know how serious I'm treating this r/s.

If one day I lose you. Trust me I wun be like when I lost Ben =)

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 10:57 PM

Jian Qiang.

Was actually very happy but right now I aint feeling that way already. Not going to blog alot. Just summarise what happened today..

1. Get my first pay cheque, $175
2. Design two frames and one backdrop (Everything else was as fun at work)
3. Celebrate Xiang's bdae at Yuki Yaki
4. My beloved 25th of the month, half year of happiness(at least to me as hes precious)

Zhuo shen me, quan dou shi wei le ni
Dui ni fu chu, dui ni 101% de hao, que huan lai shang tong he yan lei
Kan dao ni lei, guan xing ni, bang ni an mo,
Kan dao ni fan nao huo nan guo, bang ni fen you, bang ni xiang ban fa
Kan dao ni bu gao xing, xiang jing ban fa rang ni xiao
Zhi dao ni yao wo bang mang, wo hui di yi shi jian zai ni shen bian
Ni bu xi huan wo na yi dian, wo xing gan qing yuan jing quan li de gai
Ai ni, ten ni, xiang ni
Shen me shi, di yi ge dou shi xiang dao ni
Qian ni de shou, bao ni, wen ni, dou shi ying wei wo ai ni
Yi qie de yi qie...
zhi huan lai shang tong..

P/S: Sorry for the sad post. My face flooded with tears when i typed those.

I wanna just keep myself busy...

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: , 12:35 AM

Tiring but I'm loving it

God is good to me! (Well I shud say everyone tho)

Previously I had enough of all bad things which are happening but right now all the good things are coming like..

1. Getting a great internship company ( ALL THE BENEFITS)
2. Stable relationship
3. No more emo days (cos im busy almost everyday and I just love it)

Tho you people might think its nothing big wad but these three things are more than enough to make me go gaga and happy. H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!

Today is a long day, i will try to make everything short and sum it up! I stayed up till 6am yesterday to figure out the way to create the backdrop using the fastest and more efficient way to do it. With my only 512Ram, its such a lag to run a blank document with the size of 12 by 24 feet and 150 resolution! I meant feet and not cm. Its like maybe 4 -6 times of your door!? Thats why i'm using a 2G comp at work. Thats the need for it.

Im almost late for work today and took cab but I'm not late and arrived 5 mins b4 the expected time. Cab fare is only $.390, CHEAP RIGHT!? My house super near the workplace. Luckily my reporting time aint at peak hour ;D

Boss said the coolest thing today. Guess what!? He say if i'm sick, I need not get an MC! Cos he says its a waste of money. Just tell them and I can take the day off. Uber cool. I can take leaves too! WAHAHAHA. Such a gangster company. Way too cool.

Time pretty much flies and I'm enjoying every min of it! Never even had the intention of leaving work early or hoping that work end soon. It's just way too fun being there! I won't get bored.

Waited at Aljunied MRT for darling when some guy approach me and ask me if I wanna work part time for events? He even say he is the director of the event company. He tell me many many things too but i'm too lazy to say them. He wanted me to work for him. But somehow i find him uber wierd lar. I kind of dun believe him tho. HECK! I'm contented with my job.

Desmond dun enjoy his working place at all cos he had to do programming which is more chim than PHP. And we never learn that in school before. Sigh. No choice but to hang on for 4 more months - 2 days being there. ;(

Went Xiang house to eat buffet (celebrate his advance 1 day bday) and the food is so G, esp the scallop! YUM YUM! Played mahjong there and it was the first time i was longing for it to be finish soon( for those u dunno, u hafta play finish North South East West before you can call it a game). Cos we are all so tired aft work! And des's eyes is like dead fish eye. Ended nearing to 12am and took cab home.

So busy until I have no time to change fish water, watch heroes!!! ARGH!!!

Tomorrow gonna be hectic as well, cos we are celebrating Xiang's actual bday outside!

WOOOOOOO SUPER UBER HECTIC AND TIRED DAYS BUT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

Feel so happy that I am so tired after a fufilled day and can fall to sleep at once!

;D ;D ;D

This post aint short and sweet already. :P

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Monday, April 23, 2007, 10:33 PM

First day of SIP!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been rather lazy.

I've always been active at night and and always sleepy in the day. Super nocturnal. My whole family is nocturnal in fact.

Tho i woke up quite early on Sunday but i still couldn't fall asleep on yesterday's night! I prepared everything that is needed for work tmr and went to bed at 1am. But bloody hell I just couldnt fall asleep. I really cant believe that time flies so fast when I'm rolling & rolling on bed. And that I've actually rolled for 4 bloody hours can! And I don't know how I fell asleep...

Woke up feeling super sleepy but I know i can't be late esp its the first day of work. Reached the work place at 9:50am and no one's there yet.

The office is cosy and has only 5 staffs excluding me. They were the coolest boss and colleagues I ever got. I swear. They are super happening bunch of people. Can wear slack slack to work. And the way they talk is also like us. Although my standard pay is just $440, however boss says that it will slowly increase depending on how I perform. This company is doing on events. So, they will have outdoor activties that needs us out of the office. Just like this coming Saturday, there is an event at Sentosa. I forget is a how many day event but Boss says he will book hotel rooms there for us to stay! Cool right? And for this kind of event, he will be paying me $50 per day exclusive of the standard pay. There might even be holiday trips OVERSEAS TOO, I heard. LOL. I can just tell boss if I wanna knock off early and its very flexible. They don't care whatever things u do. Curse, swear, laugh out loud(they are actually doing that).

Lunch time is flexible, ANYTIME we want! Talking about lunch today, Boss drove us to Orchard and treated everybody MARCHE(Now, change name to dunno wad v'ilage). But of cos is my first day thats why. Not everyday can like that one. LOL! If everyday like that the company can close down liao. HAHAHHAA. They went on talking about their clubbing experiences and are all very happening. They asked me if I smoke, drink or club? I said no. But they do. I seem so guai to them LOL. They just dunno my crazy side yet, right CBB? keke.

One thing bad about the company is that all of them smoke. They did ask me if I mind them smoking inside the office or not. I said its fine. I cant expect all of them to accomdate to me that everytime they wana smoke they hafta go downstairs. I can see they are quite heavy smokers tho. No choice lor, have to tahan 4 months of 2nd hand smoke. LOL. They say if my L/O is to come visit me, be sure to inform them first cos they hafta keep the ashtrays away! HAHAHA.

My supervisor's name is call Elffe. Very nice name right? She is very pretty and helpful! Tho the company is very cool and everything's fine, I'm kinda still super nervous. Pretty much not used to it yet. However, I felt stressful cos' I'm expected to design as a professional. Today I was assigned design a backdrop for on-coming event. He expect me to finish it up by latest 2 hours! Seriously, poly project often had a long dateline and i seriously cant finish it up by 2 hrs. Tho I said i try. In da end, I really cant, and I have not finish it up. Boss said I can take my time. But i felt bad cos I'm suppose to meet to the expectations they had of me.

He asked me if I was among one of the best in the course, cos' my teacher said so. I was shocked at this question and felt awkard. I'm not boasting. And my reply? I said maybe in the class. Cos' i dont want to be BHB, and I don't know how to reply humbly. I just don't know how to handle the situation la! HAHAHA.

And since I am sort of known as 'one of the best', so their expectation of me must be high wad! And that's why i felt stressful. I rather I tio some admin job whereby the boss can ask me do this do that(eg. data entry) those that I do not need to think and think of completing the job remarkably, prefably paper work.

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Went to meet my FKFs at cityhall and I just feel so happy seeing them. I felt high when I'm tired. And went singing and doing bo liao things. LOL. Have dinner together at Swensens. Spend our money when we haven't got paid yet ROFL! Really enjoyed my times with them. Hope we can meet more!

Below are some pictures.. all smartly dressed :)

While waiting for nigel..

AFTER THE LONG AND TORTUROUS 5 WEEKS W/O HEROES... IT IS BACK!!!

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EMPTY :: Thursday, April 19, 2007, 2:58 PM

Wild Hogs

A guy from some cre8 and concept company called me and says that I'll be working in their company for SIP. Basically everything's da same, like the PAY(which is da most impt one), the work scope, same L/O. What is different is the location and working hours. It will be at Aljunied and will be working 1hr lesser compared to the previous 1. YAY! Still reporting to work at 10!

Went town with boon, hao, nat and nigel. They wanted to buy formals so I brought them to john little which sells so much cheaper clothes than other places. I hope the quality is not bad tho :X Poor hao have to find the smallest pants of all cos hes so skinny and small size. Then the pants that he tried out all seems so baggy :X Maybe he should tell the tailor to alter da length and taper it! HAHAHAHA!

We had Yoshinoya for lunch and there is student price! CHEAP CHEAP! Just around 4 bucks! Don't ever try their onigiri. They super kiam siap only put a lil bit of flavourings(eg. tuna, egg) inside. I can't even taste them! LOL!

Slacked abit and went to watch movie with desmond at Cathay. Watched Wild Hogs and is quite funny! Not bad lar. When we came out of the cinema we saw a wholeeeeeee group of bikers all had their bikes parked outside The Cathay. The way they wear are all like the wild hogs inside the movie! My guess is that they are gg to watch that show. Really a whole lot of them! Maybe 50? I don't know. No wonder 7:30pm slot is fully booked! It was the first time I watched at the grand theatre. ITS SUPER BIG and COMFY! Hee.

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 11:36 PM

Internship?

I finally realised that holiday is coming to an end. I have about 5 days left to the start of my internship. To say the truth, I'm actually quite worried cos' I'm afraid I'm not capable of the job. Recently, I'm out of creativity and it seems that I've lost touch with designing. I think I'm da only one working in that company and that makes me more stress! GEE! Give me some confident plsss! Sangkara called this morning and told me that Playworks is having some problem and I'm not working for them already! SIGH.

Went back to school today for briefing and I've confirmed I'll be working for 4 months. They kept emphasising NOT TO BE LATE FOR WORK or even ABSENT. We can't even take leaves too. Well, I promised someone I've to sleep at 12am when internship starts.

Went town with darling and his mum to shop for his working shoes and formal clothes in the evening. ~~Luckily, I need not wear formal but just smart casual. I think I will shop for some tops these few days.~~ I might have to wear formal........

Update: I don't know which company I'm be allocated at now. BUT its just sad. Now that when everyone got their company already, i felt as if I'm the last one to be squeezed to some company jus becos i needed an internship. Its so unfair! I think that it's not going to be the kind of job that I wanted anymore. Maybe programming? or some others, I don't know. I got a very bad feeling about this. I AM SO UNLUCKY! Maybe look at the brighter side eh? Maybe can get higher pay? or can work with people i know? Or maybe I'm the most unlucky person to get an average pay again, work at super far place like jurong, or even have to report work at 8am and to do programming. UGHHHHHH! ): Been through the interview, spend so much on my portfolio to prepare just to succeed the internship for playworks. Just when I got it and excited for it, they say they had some problem. I tink i ought to know why? Or i am in no position to ask. :S

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EMPTY :: Saturday, April 14, 2007, 11:53 PM

Ikea!

Woohoo! Its the first time that I've had 3 times 5-tais in mahjong! Okay maybe for those proster, you must be laughing at me. But hey im quite a noob okay. So achieving this, is definitely a happy thing for me! Of cos with the help of JH and RX. THANKS!! And also partly of luck too. We played from 8pm to 5am last night and i think i learn alot of new things. I must be less kan chiong and have more concentration if not always cannot see properly and ZHA HU! LOL

I chiong-ed out of the house in order to reach desmond's house at 5pm today. For those who knew me well, they knew I'm always lousy at time management and thats why I'm always late. So this time I cant afford to be late cos I'm going out with his mum, sis and himself. I dint even bother to put on make up today but just chiong down as fast as i could. It would be damn awkward to let them wait. But Mr Kan have not even prepare when I've reached -.-

We shopped Ikea and I've looked out for many items to deco my room. Well the prices are still affordable and I intend to buy some furniture after my whole intership ended.

The new Giant is opened for those who doesnt know. Just opposite Ikea. Its big but basically just a super supermarket, a food court, guardian and 7-11. When a place is new and big, there will be definitely many people and so when it comes to queuing up for cashier, you will b expecting a very long queue at counters. So, we randomly picked one queue to join and we aproximately waited for about 35mins to pay! It wouldn't be so bad if the cashier could hurry up and be fast. We observed her and she is bloody taking her own sweet time to slowly PICK and CHOOSE what items to put in the plastic bag.. slowly scanned the items, just everything bloody slow! Des's mum lost her patience already and asked her to hurry up. The cashier argued with her and with such pressure, she could settle our items so fast, unlike the rest. Totally wasting our time!

Tomorrow's Sunday again. It has somehow been a routine to stay at home and slack on Sundays. Time to gain back my sleep hours and hopefully reduce dark eye rings. HAHA!

BOO! boring post :P

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EMPTY :: Friday, April 13, 2007, 11:38 PM

MobTV

Whenever I'm at home, I'm sure to be siting infront of the comp. And eversince my TV had been moved to my bro's room, I seriously never watch TV unless desmond urges to me to go and watch some nice show at that point of time or watch soccer. So, i had missed soooo many nice local dramas like.. after hours? parental guidance and so on. Well, just those nice ones.

THANKS GOD THERES MOBTV! Seriously is damn shiok and cheap! You just pay like 15 bucks per month (there are other packages too) den you can watch unlimited dramas (not inclusive of movies). You can either download or stream it directly! And its not like you watch at small screens (Eg. Youtube) but watched it at Windows Media Player (Can full screen). Other pros include that you can pause, play, stop anytime you want or even to fast forward it! HOHOHO I'm lovin' it! For those who wants it, maybe you and your friends can share one account since the account can be logged in at different comps. But one thing is that you cannot watch the same video @ the same time.

OH BY THE WAY. Just a piece of news.. my interview for the internship has been accepted!! So working in playworks is confirmed!! Well this is good news for me of cos but i expect the pay to be higher!! Its only $440. Uber low. I feel its so unfair! I've known some people who are always damn slack in school but get to work at slack places with easy jobs but their pay is like 600 and above! I think they should just standardize the pay!

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EMPTY :: Thursday, April 12, 2007, 11:46 PM

NOOOOO BADMINTON :(

Yesterday midnight I'm so excited to see that there are vacancies for us to play badminton today evening in school. But what was wierd is that ALL COURTS, ALL TIME SLOTS are booked EXCEPT for TWO COURTS which are not booked at the time from 6 - 9 pm DUE TO ORIENTATION FRESHMAN CAMP. I thought okay.. we still can play and I happily booked it.

So when i reach this evening, that guy told me that they are having orientation and would like us to cancel it cos they wanna use the whole complex. I'm so frustrated and disappointed. WHERE GOT PEOPLE BOOK COURTS LIKE THAT ONE???? Leave 1 super big hole in the middle? Go home la noobs, calling those freshmen!

I'm reali deprived of badminton. ): have not played for so long due inconveniences and busy school days. Finally me and CBB could chiong 3 hours str8 of badminton, here comes this kind of situation. sigh.

So, we decided that we go gym and I asked Des if he wanna join us and he did. While we are waiting for him, we bought TAO KAE NOI - TOM YAM FLAVOUR at the cheers from biz school and slacked at the biz canteen. When we are about to go, our still very fresh tao kae noi (still very full of seaweeds) had scattered on the floor like waterfall (I'm still holding on to the packet)! And none was left. Cos' I've knocked on to this thing which is blocking my way and I kay kiang die die oso wanna walk that path :S

Gee. Bad bad day. Nevertheless, I bought another packet (Just cudnt control myself!).

TODAY SO SUAY LAR! *rants and rants again*

My handphone is not with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and MSN is going crazy againnnnnnnnnnnnn cos i cant loginnnnnnnnnnnnn *hmrpf*

Luckily, I still have my MOBTV (:

P/S: AFTER HOURS IS A MUST WATCH! LINDA LIAOOOOOO~*~*~*~

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EMPTY :: Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 9:18 PM

The weather sucked.

The weather sucked today! *PULL LONG FACE* I am so excited to tan today and despite my tiredness, I'm still looking forward to the HOT BLAZING SUN to appear. But today is an uber cloudy day :( Spoilt our plan seriously.

What's worse is that all badminton courts are fully booked lah, at the the tampines sports complex. My hands are itching for badminton already and I can really chiong 3 - 4 hours of non stop badminton with CBB lor. Nvm about that, I will make alternative plans soon!

Me and Des had no choice but to just go for lunch at Delifrance, shop around to look for some daily necessities that i need. BUT I FORGET THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO BUY! MY RECENT FAVOURITE SNACK - TAO KAE NOI.

Under the recommendation of XX, I tried the original flavour of this seaweed. I have always been a seaweed lover tho! XX loves this flavor so much but I hate it. IT SUCKED. Not nice at all. Today I'm so gian of seaweed that i inspect every 7-11 store, cheers, convenient store for Tao Kae Noi. I just tried the Tom Yam, Wasabe and Spicy flavour. CBB told me that spicy flavour is super hot, but shiok. Still, i bought the smaller pkt to try. WOW ITS REALI SHIOK and HOT! My ranking for the nicest flavor to the suckiest would be Tom Yam, Wasabe, Spicy then, original :S

The packaging is cool too cos they have this resealable zipper. In a way it is good la, to keep the food fresh den easy to bring around w/o using a rubber band to tie it, afraid that it will lou feng. But its kind of redundant to me cos, once its opened, its so irresistable to stop eating it. So, the chances of me resealing it is very low. Once open, never close ;P

Oh yah, theres something i saw today which is very hilarious. We were at this VCD shop which is offering discounts. So we are like browsing thru to see if there is any nice show that we can buy to watch lar. Then Des took 1 movie and say" Eh.. we watch this 1" Then I wasnt really paying attention to the cover, but just noticed the word "C-something angels". Then the cover page somewhat also got girls den I tot "OHHHH.. CHARLIE ANGELS". So I say "This 1 i got at home" Then he insist i look at it again den I'm still blur blur and repeated," This 1 i really got, dun need buy lar" Den he say "see carefully!" Then I freaking burst into laughter.. COS...

IT IS CHAI-LAI ANGELS AND THE COVER IS WITH 4 - 5 THAILAND GIRL FREAKS! WTF USE MY SURNAME SOMEMORE! HAHAHAHAHA!

See below. LMAO

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EMPTY :: Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 5:26 AM

Too free to slack

I enjoyed my sleep today till the max. Woke up at 5pm and felt seriously bored. Just feel like going out, anywhr will do. If not, perhaps my mood will just sink. I don't want myself to feel anything negative, bored or whatsoever.

Met up with JH and RX for dinner. RX said i'm indeed too free that I could come all the way from Whampoa to Tamp just for dinner and go home. LOL. Yeah, I am really very free, all I want is just get out of this house, as simple as that. Darren joined us later and slacked from 7:30 to 10:30 until JH felt real sleepy. Haha..

Initially, CBB and I planned to play badminton on thurs. Then, I asked them to join us too! I'm so excited for thursday! Cos' badminton always been my favourite sport!

Great plans ahead for me this week! Thursday badminton, Friday mahjong and tomorrow SUN-TANNING with my darling! I must sleep now so that I wont be late tomorrow. Hehe..

I'm kind of missing him a lot right now... Felt like really whole-heartedly give my very best to be a super understanding girl friend tho i knew it myself that I'm not really someone like that. I can give him the very best, all the love he wants, everything he needed, jus everything, but could not even give him a simple thing that he wants - Being understanding. Cos' I'll be disappointed if things just don't go the way i want them to be. Its in my character.

I'm thankful to have him instead. I think he's the only person who can really control me when I do not know my limits.. Tells me when I've gone wrong.. Guides me with all the reasonings he had when I'm at lost.. Boost my courage when i have none especially during my very first interview of my life, he even accompany me there.. Angry at me when I do not know how to take care of myself.. Went super duper crazy and angry at that cabby when I got cheated of my money.. Cooks for me when I'm hungry.. Always reminding me to eat my meals cos' he knows i always skipped them.. Forgiving me once and once again when I did wrong.. Knew me so well that he is able to see through all of my thoughts.. Only to wish that I am happy than he can be happy.. The biggest thanks to keep me with unlimited accompany almost everyday ( I think not all men are able to do it, cos men had commitment problems) and able to give commitment to this relationship for me...

Do you want a boyfriend who tells you how much they love you blah blah everyday but did none of the above? Or do you want a boyfriend who did all of the above but do not voice out his love for you?

Am I too late to realise and understand that different guy has their own different way of expressing their love? Some prefer to do more of the talking rather than actions, some the other way round.

I think couples should learn to appreciate every small little things that the other do for you, so that what is done, is not in vain.

I never thought of blogging all these and just happen to type down what I have felt suddenly. I'm not boosting bout him but just wanna let him know that I felt so so so appreciated for what he had done. The more i think of it, i felt touched. Haha why the sudden emotion? Silly me :P

I think all he wants is just to add on "understanding" into his words of vocabulary for me. Maybe when the day comes, I could really be the perfect girl he wants. Really hope one day he would love my jumpy and crazy side of me. Cos' that is when I'm most happy.

If there comes a time when two guys tell you that what they need is an understanding girl friend, you should know that the problem really lies with you. Time to really do something for a change, for a better future.

And.. for happiness!

P/S: CBB DUN GO ALL EMO! WE ALL LOVE YOU! Countdown 1 more day ok? LOL

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Saturday, April 07, 2007, 2:09 AM

Changkat Cup

A VERY FUNNY video to start of your day with a happy mood ;D
Click here -> Link (MUST WATCH!!)

I've just managed to sleep for bout' 5 hours after that long tiring mahjong session. Played bout 2 sessions of pangya with CBB. Not very successful tho due to my stupid GC and RAM problem again and also due to CBB's bad mood.

I went to watch Changkat Cup Finals at Tamp with Des, JH, RX and JG. Before the actual match starts, they had somewhat they called it the 'Exhibition Match' between the girls' team of Bedok North Sec and United World College. JG says its for show. LOL! Btw, he is one of the most crappiest guy I've known. They told me Bedok North is in the Nationals and even won 1st or 2nd before. HOWEVER, I feel that their standard is way too low already. Netballers can do a so much better job than them. I've never liked girls to wear basketball jersey, i felt that it looked ugly :P

TP team lost to Commandos. SUX!

They had this lucky draw thing after the competition and JG had about 30 lucky draw tickets!! So that means we had a high chance of winning the prize! HAHAHA. But then, I realised its out of so many hundreds :S BUT! We won 1, uh if im nt wrong its the 2nd prize or smthg, a $30 voucher @ royal sporting house. Then, we kop other people's prizes - keychains! Very cool and nice! I like it! Blue is mine and Red is Des's.

Went to RX house awhile, doze off and went hme aft that. LOL. So wasted.

P/S: DONT EVER BUY FRESHKON CONTACT LENSE COS I TIO CONNED! Its so freaking uncomfortable!

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Friday, April 06, 2007, 11:59 PM

Another overnight

I got back in the morning and slept till evening. Went to meet Rui Xiang, Jian Hui and Desmond for Mahjong. My brother joined in later. We played all the way till it is already bright and shiny outside. Sad to say, I lost money T.T Don't wanna go into details ;P Haha..

Gah. So now that my ibanking has come, it can be used right now to pay the debts. Wad a way to use it for the first time since it returned. LOL.

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: , 5:53 PM

Back from chalet

After 4 days 3 nights of chalet, I am finally back! Hmm, not everything were according to our plan but what we did are just play & slack. Oh that includes, getting wasted, drunk, merlion-ings and gambling around. And someone got drunk, sprouted nonsense, fell down to the floor twice and slept on the hard floor w/o knowing why is he slping on da floor when hes awake :X ROFL.

At first I thought that we are going to stay in the single storey costa sands pasir ris chalet. The one which is small and squeezy with only bed and a small TV. Surprisingly, we stayed in the coporate chalet! Which means, 2 of those rooms joined together to form a big one! So we had a living room, a kitchen with bar table, dining table, 1 bed room, 2 toilets and 2 big TVs! 4 days 3 nights + such good accomodation = $30 bucks only! Wahahaha! SHIOK! But still too many people already so not enuff beds to sleep :S

We did more or less the same kind of things and the BBQ food is so shiok! I love the sambal stingray and squid and chicken chop (Most worth it)!

Oh yah, we had a theme song for the chalet. I DINT KNOW THEY EVEN WENT TO MEMORISE THE LYRICS! Then, the guys went singing and Nat dance bout it. Super funny!!Well, the only sentence I remember is.. "Nipple-ly man I met, he ate my motorboat.." Something like that.. Haha..

This is the youtube video they are singing about. Just in case you have not seen it before..

I'm just gonna upload some photos and 1 video...

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The Thongs/Tongs Tale..

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Haha, I know these are pretty lame. They are taken randomly by Vin den coincidentally i just match them up to form a stupid storyline ;P

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Random Pics

Well equipped with laptops!

This is a bad way to say Hi

Totally engrossed to the TV

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My crazy Uno Stacko Video..

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Monday, April 02, 2007, 9:10 PM

Just a lil reflection outta day..

Today's the last day to CHALET!

Rotted at home the whole day, doing what i can do to spend my day off. I don't like mondays cos' it always gives me a stress feeling. Maybe cos' mondays are always the start of school and tho its hols now, i still feel the same.

I think my holidays are soon to be over while other people still had a month more to go. Hopefully, the company/school calls me for me to go to work. I had a 'save money' plan up my head to upgrade my comp!

What is the best way to spend a holiday? To me, holiday is so precious, I would like to spend it as meaningful each day as possible. Cos' after holidays, everybody will be soon again to enter the hectic and busy lives in poly rushing projects tho classes are relax. I felt kinda bored already with holidays up till now. It's not that theres nth i can do, but I'm jus lazy to do. My wardrobe is still waiting for me to tidy up etc. I've just lost the motivation that i once had. It's hard to get it back now. But I'm trying..

Gee. I sounded so emo but no! I'm jus ranting and ranting away. And time for something happy!

CHALET! CHALET! CHALET! <3

This chalet, I can say, is very well-planned! Really hope i can enjoy it as much as I want. Hmm, I have not packed my stuff yet but soon. Yeah, later. Hopefully, my money comes in then I can spend a lil bit more out of my budget to enjoy myself more. Hehe..

Time to do chalet pre-prep! Make use of the time now, so that i can visit the bank tmr afternoon ;D I hope this is time-management(I seriously need this)...

Speaking of which, I wonder when will my E-nets/Ibanking(whatever. jh and rx kept arguing abt this with me, okay its da same!) come. I've already reported it that i lost the ID and they told me that it will take a few working days to process. But its already been very long. I need it quite urgently tho. Mmmm.

P/S: Hao says if I don't bring the netball to chalet, he will go home! :S ple pls remind and i will try my very best to remember :S

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: Sunday, April 01, 2007, 7:05 PM

Peaceful Sunday

This year's april fool day falls on the holidays. I used to remember that there are a lot of di siao happenings during my primary and secondary school days. Haha.. okay i'm gulible, so i admit I've kena tricked b4. It's like a usual sunday, only to realise that its april fools when i saw vin's nick. Haha..

Suprisingly, no one reali cared bout it now. Hehe maybe we have already grown up? Mmm.. maybe I try to look out for Gags or Just for laughs when i board on bus later. Then I will get some idea on how to di siao dear. Haha. Oh! Maybe I should use THE TOUCHING NOSE METHOD! EASIEST AND WORKS THE BEST! Okay set i'm going to do it. Haha he won't get to see this post cos' hes already out! HIAK HIAK. Hao xing fen!

Dont know what is the touching nose method? It's actually a 2-step trick! Firsly, you point ur finger somewhr around the center of the di-siaoee's shirt den u can say smthg like "eh.. got stain here". So normally the person's reaction would be looking down to see and then AT THIS TIME, the di-siaoer can move ur hand with your finger pointing, upwards and flick the di-siaoee's nose. WAHAHAHAHA. What a great idea!

Okay now i can get ready and take my own sweet time to 209 to meet dear already. WAHAHAHHA. Peeps, maybe u guys wanna try it today? Make people laugh and feel happy. Afterall, laughter = happiness! Hehe!

Btw I've managed to win 5 bucks frm ytd's soccer. Cos i won for the Man U's match and lost 1/2 for the chelsea match. Jus betting for the thrill, so not gg to bet until the next thrill comes~

And.. I dint managed to woke at 7:30am :P Chalet coming weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and YUI's new album is so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *Runs around and jump and shake and faint and die*

Lastly, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.

EMPTY :: , 3:23 AM

I love my life!

Hey, I'm back!

As usual, i dont know how long this blog will last due to my laziness. However, I've really decide to start a new life, everything afresh! Enough of all those could-not-let-go and why-has-it-got-to-be-me feelings!

To be real exact, it's been nearly a year that the issue been strangling me and stealing my happiness away. A YEAR! Geez. I'm just trapped in sadness and dragging it to become depression. Hard time of my life but yes, I know I have gone through it. Yeap, I'm determined!

So, the new phase of my life...

I'm back to rainlendar again since the previous time before i formatted my comp. And I've got a whole list of to-do lists and tasks to complete. Seeing all the things there just makes me feels good. Cos' I feel that everything is well-planned and organised. It gives me a feeling that my life is not a waste!

I've decided to sleep early already cos.. Firstly, for my own health's sake, cos i read bout this article in my favourite mag that how late sleep will deplete my health so thats my new HEALTH MISSION! Secondly, becos I do not want to disappoint someone who cares so much ;D

So staying healthy also means to drink more water. For those who knew me well, they know that I do not even drink a sip of water sometimes. And so I've got serious constipation problem. Sigh. So that's also my new aim huh, drink more water.

Geez, I've been getting more and more health conscious eversince I'm with him
HAHAHHAHAHA.

I've actually planned a whole list of things to do today..
Im supposed to..

Sleep early and wake up @ 7:30am
Go to market to buy veggies
Cook for lunch
To gym in the afternoon
Go to the nearby POSB branch to settle stupid debit card problem
Lastly, to enjoy watching soccer @ home...

ITS SO PERFECT! But however...

I've insomnia (kept having that lately) yesterday night and can only sleep at 4 or 5? So, I woke up at 3PM. That resulted in market, cooking, gym cancelled. GAH! So, my plan din went well huh, but its okay. ITS A START!

I called dear and he reminded me that today is SATURDAY AND BANK IS ALREADY CLOSED!Then he had another plan, to go play mahjong at RX's.

I took my own sweet time to the Kodak shop to have our photos printed in 4R glossy paper! The outcome is great as compared with the ones i print using my own house printer -.- And its so worth it! Just 35cents per piece! Next time i shall go print more.. mmmm..

Again, I took my own sweet time to shop Watsons for some female products(couldnt find anyway) then I bought another magazine again(I've just bought SHAPE yesterday, da one with sexeh fiona)..

I'm so into health and beauty mag lately. HAHA I mean there are full of information and I've actually gained lotsa knowledge. I don't enjoy fashion and entertainment magazines anyway, I will just flip through the pages. If only someone can sponsor me Computer Arts Project every month.. Hehe..

For the rest of the day, I just spend it at RX's. And dinner? Instant noodle. Its 3am now and I'm hungry. I can't eat, dont wanna gain any weight! So, i'm heading off to bed now and hopefully i can wake at 7:30am..

YOU'LL BE SURPRISED what whites can express.