EMPTY :: Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 11:36 PM
Internship?
I finally realised that holiday is coming to an end. I have about 5 days left to the start of my internship.
To say the truth, I'm actually quite worried cos' I'm afraid I'm not capable of the job. Recently, I'm out of creativity and it seems that I've lost touch with designing. I think I'm da only one working in that company and that makes me more stress! GEE! Give me some confident plsss! Sangkara called this morning and told me that Playworks is having some problem and I'm not working for them already! SIGH.Went back to school today for briefing and I've confirmed I'll be working for 4 months. They kept emphasising NOT TO BE LATE FOR WORK or even ABSENT. We can't even take leaves too. Well, I promised someone I've to sleep at 12am when internship starts.
Went town with darling and his mum to shop for his working shoes and formal clothes in the evening.
Luckily, I need not wear formal but just smart casual. I think I will shop for some tops these few days. I might have to wear formal........ Update: I don't know which company I'm be allocated at now. BUT its just sad. Now that when everyone got their company already, i felt as if I'm the last one to be squeezed to some company jus becos i needed an internship. Its so unfair! I think that it's not going to be the kind of job that I wanted anymore. Maybe programming? or some others, I don't know. I got a very bad feeling about this. I AM SO UNLUCKY! Maybe look at the brighter side eh? Maybe can get higher pay? or can work with people i know? Or maybe I'm the most unlucky person to get an average pay again, work at super far place like jurong, or even have to report work at 8am and to do programming. UGHHHHHH! ): Been through the interview, spend so much on my portfolio to prepare just to succeed the internship for playworks. Just when I got it and excited for it, they say they had some problem. I tink i ought to know why? Or i am in no position to ask. :S
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